I'm One of Those Expressive Types

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Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:34:39 -0400

Jimmy was not good at reaching out, and you just knew that...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:34:26 -0400

Jimmy was not good at reaching out, and you just knew that anything could be mistaken for a rejection. I felt like I was walking on eggshells at the beginning of our relationship because I so didn’t want to disturb him. He was so frightened of anything that was extended, of letting people in. He’d show you some of himself, you’d really share something, and then you’d feel him backing off, and about an hour later coming to grips with himself. Like, ‘Why did I do that?’ ‘Is it alright that I did that?’ ‘Will she use it against me?’ He was incredibly vulnerable is what I’m trying to say. Yet people were always giving me advice like, ‘What are you doing with him? He’s the sickest boy I ever met…’ ‘You’d better keep away from him, he’s sick…’ No one ever said, ‘Oh Jimmy, yeah I know Jimmy,’ and left it at that. No, sir, people either loved him or got violently angry about him. It was very flipped out and he knew it. He sensed his isolation, though he would often cause it. It wasn’t what Jimmy wanted, but he just didn’t know. He was terribly afraid of approaching people. He used to say that he needed no one, that he cared for no one, which of course was not true. - Barbara Glenn

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Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:32:45 -0400

ayuliyana: True that.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:32:38 -0400

ayuliyana:

True that.

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xlissiexchanx: eruiaowuorew

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:30:45 -0400

xlissiexchanx:

eruiaowuorew

solestice0128: masternoobcake: Damnit I’m tearing up. ;-;

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:29:20 -0400

solestice0128:

masternoobcake:

Damnit I’m tearing up.

;-;

mydemisee: Not hating yourself is harder than it seems.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:24:00 -0400

mydemisee:

Not hating yourself is harder than it seems.

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gnostic-forest: leiasong: Doodling what I feel like everyday...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:23:00 -0400

gnostic-forest:

leiasong:

Doodling what I feel like everyday is just so damn hard, but my psychologist told me to express myself, so yeah

This is what anxiety feels like, fuck me

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legendary-gaurdian-of-fun: enterthedreamatorium: Stop...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 05:19:05 -0400

legendary-gaurdian-of-fun:

enterthedreamatorium:

Stop scrolling.

“Hi! I’m the Doctor. I noticed you were having a bit of a bad day. So! Convinced you’re not important, eh? I’ve never heard a stupider stupid thought in my life. Wait. No. That sounds bad. Misguided, is that a nicer word? I don’t mean that YOU’RE stupid, but just your thoughts are stupid—

Right, anyway. Popped by in the TARDIS to remind you that I have never met someone who isn’t important. And if you’re clever and want to tell me we’ve never met, I’d like to remind you I said, ‘Hi! I’m the Doctor,’ and that counts as an introduction.

You matter. Just remember that. You matter.”

Fuck me I’m crying cause I read this in his voice and now I feel better.

I don’t even watch Doctor Who but I needed this so bad oh my god who let me be a person

I did the same thing this is amazing